Wednesday 30 January 2013

a lil piece of heaven .


                                             "majlis ilmu adalah seperti taman syurga"

assalamualaikum .

bismillah .
 Alhamdulillah , many thanks to Allah for giving me a chance to write again even though it might not be as good as everyone else , and it might not be much , but im trying my best as it is my responsibility to share knowledge as my kakak naqibah said as it is "zakat ilmu" .  
today i went to the masjid near my house for maghrib and isyak , then theres ceramah given by this ustaz whom i forgot his name , i couldnt really listen to what he was saying because of the kids outside yang super bising , and even the penceramah's voice was not so loud . he was telling bout our beloved Rasulullah SAW .
one of the things he said was  

" orang yang paling sayang Rasulullah ialah orang yang ingin berjumpa dengan Rasulullah untuk mendapatkan syafaat Baginda , sehinggakan sanggup menggadai keluarga sendiri"

something like that , my apology if theres a mistake , kekhilafan .
so basically , he implemented that ways to prove your love to Rasulullah is through your actions really , you cant say you love someone and dont show it , kan ?
so in our daily lives , for now it is impossible for us to meet our prophet , but through dreams , who knows ? how do we prove that we love our prophet ? by following his sunnah of course ! ting ting ting !
theres a lot of sunnah that we could practice , from the way we sleep , eat , greet , study , work , do chores , basically to live every seconds of our lives . menikah empat is not the only sunnah available you know *Cough* *genuinely sore throat* okay moving on .
well actually , the highlight of this entry is , as we all know , majlis ilmu is taman syurga , where malaikat spread their wings and cover above us and protect us and even pray for Allah's blessings , subhanAllah .
during our prophet's time ,if theres majlis ilmu or some sort , everyone will gather closely to each other , 
and it is said when a leaf falls down , there would be no room for the leaf to fall to the ground mashaAllah . 
but unfortunately here in my home , my beloved home country ,
 pakcik makcik , abang , kakak , adik , why you no gather closely ????!!!!! T.T
bukankah lebih baik untuk kita bergerak ke hadapan ? kenapa if orang bagi free stuff , sanggup beratur ke depan ? sedangkan for majlis ilmu susah untuk kita untuk bergerak ke depan pun ? even an inch ? Allahu Allah , this goes to solat berjemaah , semua nak push orang lain ke depan , atas alasan panas , tahukah anda , if saf pertama tak penuh , saf belakang tidak dikira apart of jemaah ? woo woo T.T penat-penat kita ikut imam , at last tak diterima , nauzubillah .
come on pals and gals ! for the sake of ustaziatul alam , why not ? what is there for us to lose ? 
insyaAllah , with the right intentions , may Allah ease and opens our hearts to really see and make a change insyaAllah ameen ^__^ 


insyaAllah (:

Tuesday 29 January 2013

unexpected memory in life .

assalamualaikum :)

bismillah .

i was actually planning to write a really long paragraphs for this entry , but i took a glimpse at it and found its kinda crappy , because it feels like im bursting all the words and smack it on the wall . probably because i feel like sharing everything . ok shut up yani .
so this memory i want to share with you is really an unforgettable one , which took place recently , which was the hongkong-macau trip :) 

it was supposed to be a trip for probably less than 5 pax , but apparently words got out , and boom 13 people was on board with the plan , frankly speaking i wasnt thrilled when i heard the news , since i dont even know them , and even i know them , it was rather as acquaintance rather than friends .i felt uncomfortable . but i tried my best to be positive with it , since i wanted to enjoy the whole trip , since thats the whole purpose of it anyway . and throughout the trip , i have to say , alhamdulillah , it was superb :D
even with my jari kaki bengkak , and sakit belakang , and panas , and letih , and im positive that it wasnt just me , so i couldnt complaint , everyone was feeling the same thing , i enjoyed practically every second of it .
from the 29 hours train ride from beijing to shenzhen ,then took the subway with all the heavy bags to hong kong , meeting all these awesome awesome chinese . and even meeting new people in hongkong . like this guy named charles whom left his job and travelled the whole world (Y)
if i could rewind back everything , i would , and i wouldnt want to change even one moment of it :') 
despite the expensive food , and the poor service at the hostel , and the slow elevator , and even the locals are quite rude , these  pals that i gained lasts forever . mashaAllah , its true when people say jauh perjalanan , luas pemandangan . even though tak berapa ada kaitan with what i just said , lol , it really opened my eyes in a lot of ways . i would never forget it .
i personally would like to thank everyone whom participated in this short yet meaningful trip .
 because if i hadnt join this trip , im pretty sure i would never speak or be friendly with a lot of them that joined . so syukur alhamdulillah :) insyaAllah if ada rezeki , maybe all of us together could visit other countries too , insyaAllah , who knows huh ? (:
i wanted to post tons of pictures , but lambat bagi pendrive dekat maniam (bukan nama sebenar) T.T so tak dapat laa gambar bebanyak , will upload later maybe insyaAllah . hee .
 

hong kong disneyland (:
the peak , symphony of lights , right after madame tussauds . stunning view subhanAllah :')

Friday 30 November 2012

tidak tahu tajuk , maap .

assalamualaikum muslimin dan muslimat , 

seperti biasa , saya akan memulakan bicara dengan meminta maaf , sebab tidak update ,
mood nak update tu tak sampai pula , Allah , maaf . inilah dikatakan lack of istiqamah .
tape tape , slowly insyaAllah .
ok , tarik nafas , dalam-dalam ,lepas , Alhamdulillah 
Allah bagi peluang untuk kita menghelakan nafas ,
betul ke ayat tu ?
 haa .halal lah insyaAllah heh ^__^ maaf , saya tidak reti menggunakan kata-kata bunga-bungaan ,
 ok enough of introduction ! sebenarnya pada malam , well , tengah malam sebenarnya , tengah malam yang diberkati Allah ini , saya tidak boleh tidur , so saya rasa nak buat sesuatu yang bermanfaatlah insyaAllah ,
ok ,
actually tonight , i want to talk about , what we are all very familiar with , doesnt matter how old you are , how matured you are , what gender you are , and all different type of people would know this ,
and it is called jeng jeng jeng , LOVE .
haaa , Allah Allah . yani nak mula dah angau . ehh berhenti disitu ! relax dulu , ini baru mula ,
dont get all excited haa !

saya tidak tahu menahu nak mula daripada mana sebenarnya ,
 hmmm cinta itu universal kan ? banyak sangat kita boleh involved it with ,
well practically everything ye tak ? Allah , Rasulullah ,ibu bapa , sahabat-sahabat and semua lah !
,tapi pada malam ini ,
 saya nak kaitkan dengan soal hati yaitu
cinta antara adam dan hawa ,
lelaki dan perempuan ,
imam dan makmumnya ,
dan pelbagai lagi sebutan yang dikatakan pada hari ini.

berdasarkan observation dan pengalaman sendiri ,
Allahu Allah, indahnya bercinta ,
 mata bertentang mata ,senyum sampai telinga , kaki bersilang kaki ,
 okay jangan membayangkannya , indah ye berbuat sedemikian ?
bayangkan kita tengah duk seronok bercinta , post gambar di facebook or twitter or
memana lah social networks yang ada sekarang , lepastu orang cakap "sweetnyaaa " ,
 lepastu , kita pula cakap
" hehe ,thank you , doakanlah berkekalan "

okay laa nak tanya , couple tu halal ke ?
macam mana kita boleh hindari daripada makan babi and minum arak yang pun haram juga , 
tapi tidak boleh hindari couple ? :/ hmm .
macam mana kita nak mendoakan agar berkekalan sesuatu yang haram disisi Allah ?
contoh eh , kita mencuri , lepastu kita minta doa kat Allah , biarlah amalan mencuri aku tu berkekalan ,
does it seem right ? hmmm .

bercinta lepas kahwin kan lebih manis ^__^ tak gitu ? lebih full of surprises ,
bayangkan kita couple , then kita dah share semua benda dengan orang tu ,
semua benda laa , then kahwin , tak ada surprise dah , kalau dah semua benda tahu ,
takpayah taaruf dah , boringnya !
and bayangkan pula kita couple bagai nak gila ni , at the end tak kahwin pun , Allah ! kan lagi parah tu ?

tidakkah lebih manis jika halal itu diprioritisekan ?
mata bertentang mata pun pahala Allah bagi , bermanja-manja , senyum sampai terkeluar air liur pun pahala , cantikkan perancanganNya ? ^__^

bagi pengalaman saya pula , memanglah hati , fitrah manusia kan ?
yang Allah bagi pinjamkan kat kita ini , memanglah kadang-kala rasa nak whatsappp je , nak skype je ,
nak tegur je , nak im je , nak tu , nak ni , semua nak ! *baling meja*
tapiii ada penghalang laa ! belum halal , ohh bukan , belum tentu pun dia AKAN menjadi halal bagi kau ,
haa itu diaa , ehh macam mana pula duk pikiaq pasai kahwin ,
 tiba-tiba Allah kata , "Aku taknak bagi kau kahwin kat dunia la , kau datang jumpa Aku dulu "
Allah , sediakah aku ! T.T
bukanlah nak kata fikir pasal future itu tak perlu , fikir pasal mati je ,
 tak laaa begitu . bagus ada perancangan , tidak salah ^__^ dont get me wrong ,tapi tapi ,
kurangkanlah soal hati , dan PERBANYAKKAN soal mati , 
bukan kata tak ada langsung soal hati dan perancangan hidup ,
sesungguhnya kita ini hanya mampu merancang ,tapi Allah adalah sebaik-baik perancang :) tak gitu ?

kita selalu kata exam is just around the corner ,
kedai mamak is just around the corner #ehh , maaf saya rindu mamak malaysia !
ok ok focus . pernah tak terfikir , ajal is around the corner ,
jeng jeng jeng , betul laa ye tak ? kita ini diibaratkan dalam sandglass , tunggu time je pasir tu nak turun bawah sampai habis , sama laa kita , button play asyik berputar , berputar sakan ,
 sampailah satu masa Allah tekan button stop , end of tape , end of life , ehh jap ,
 end of life ke ? ada afterlife lepas tu , sesi interview, dah ready resume nak jumpa Allah ? gulp .


ok ok ! tengok ni , type punya type , tengok tengok dah sampai sini :O rasanya cukup kot sampai sini untuk sementara waktu , and tengok itu , dah lari topic , Allahu Allah , maap .
so sebenarnya conclusion dia , biarlah jadi halal ! lebih manis begitu ewahh . if berkesempatan hehe insyaAllah ameen ^__^
sekarang ini kejar cinta Allah laa jom ! ok dah . Assalamualaikum .



Wednesday 14 November 2012

a must !

Assalamualaikum dear readers , para muslimin dan muslimat , para ahli-ahli syurga sekalian ,


i want to ask a question . not just to you , to basically everyone , including me ,

what if we know exactly where , when , how are we gonna die ? 

are we gonna behave the way we are right now ? sesungguhnya mati itu PASTI !  no one can escapes it , you can hide under a giant rock , or behind the bushes , but you still gonna die . you can be the most influential person alive on the planet but you are STILL 
and MOST DEFINITELY will ultimately die .
 so for me , ive been living in this world , bumi milik Allah ini for about 18 years 7 months , if katakanlah Allah tetapkan aku mati esok , dalam kelas pukul 11.45 , masa laoshi tengah mengajar , aku tengah sedap tidur , tiba-tiba malaikat datang ambil nyawa ,
 nauzubillahminzalik .selama 18 years of life , okay laa , tolak time baby and time guling-guling atas playmat , kira about hmmm 10 years of my life , apa aku buat dengan hidup yang Allah bagi pinjam ni ? aduhh terasa , agaknya bila berhadap depan Allah , Allah tanya 
" buat apa Aku bagi kau hidup atas muka bumi tu lama-lama?" agaknya ada aku nak jawab 
" aku duk tweet , facebook-ing , melepak , gelak hingga lalai , 
listen to irrelevant music and on top of that feel proud about myself " 
kalau macam ni laa jawapan aku , memang join laa 
VIP neraka jahannam yakni firaun dan yang sama species dengannya . 
ya Allah , Astaghfirullah , 
Subhanallah , Alhamdulillah , Allahu Akbar . 
kita ni manusia , bagi aku laa , different people different thoughts , betul ? 
bagi aku , diri yang amat lemah lagi hina , agaknya minta doa pun Allah tak pandang , sentiasa terdetik dalam hati menyatakan "ya Allah , aku takut mati" tapi apa persediaan ? 
solat lima waktu Alhamdulillah , tapi agaknya Allah terima tak lima waktu yang kita buat tu ? solat sunat pun kadang-kadang , jarang-jarang , pendek kata once in a blue moon lah , aduhh . baca quran Alhamdulillah , tapi hayatikah apa yang dibaca ? fahamkah apa yang nak disampaikan ? kita baca tafsirannya , sampai ke hati tak apa yang Allah turunkan tu ? 
ayat suci Allah tu ! Subhanallah !
reflections reflections . betapa kerdilnya kita berada di bumi Allah , 
rasa gah dan bangga dengan kejayaan yang kita ada yakni lalai , akan ada kematian yang mendatang . Astaghfirullah . i think most of the people are likely to say ohh we only live once YOLO . ohh fyi , whoever made this thing up , sure didnt know that we have afterlife , 
life in this world is nothing like afterlife , apa gunanya mengejar dunia yang akan musnah , sedangkan akhirat menanti yang berkekalan ? so the right term should be
 YOLT ----> you only live TWICE.
ingatlah hidup kita ini tak lama ,ajal datang bila-bila , malaikat datang hari-hari tengok kita , kita sewajarnya bersedia , so that bila malaikat datang menyahut , kita pergi dengan rasa gembira , dan tak wasted laa selama ini hidup atas muka bumi , hopefully , amal yang kita buat ini diterima Allah SWT , moga sempena amal hijrah ini juga , kita menjadi lebih baik , and sesama lah kita bangun daripada tidur , and really be better muslims insyaAllah . ameen .

Friday 26 October 2012

motif ?

Assalamualaikum gals ^__^



the thing that i want to write today is about something that i sort of accidentally saw on twitter if im not mistaken , or was it facebook ? short-term memory , sorry :/
 doesn't matter anyway . and that thing i saw was a girl that cursed publicly without feeling guilty , she probably felt guilty , i dont know , heh , but she did cursed anyway . let me ask you a question .
 is it normal nowadays for girls to use swear words in daily life , and feel proud of it ? 
is it like a routine ? is it the language that is taught by islam ? by Prophet Muhammad (pbuh) ? 
where are your manners young lady ?! 
some people think that its another way to release anger and stress . hey dont get me wrong , i curse sometimes , im not perfect you know , but im not proud of it , i dont go post it on the internet , plus , i usually curse inside my head . BUT! it doesnt matter if it is cursing in the inside or outside !
 time to make a change , these whole swear words are not beneficial at all , 
makin tinggi saham dosa , lagi keras hati , but still doa agar mendapat hidayah daripada Allah ,
 how is that ? you dont just pray for Allah to show you the right path , to give you hidayah, 
but you dont work for it  , no effort to change , it doesnt have to a drastic change , 
just like a friend of mine said :

"to be a full fledge muslim is not something you can achieve in a jiffy "  

true ^__^ thats why islam offers istiqamah . slowly but istiqamah . 
"make today better than yesterday. make tomorrow better than today".
when you read this , you must be thinking " laa kau ni yani , bajet je , kau tu pun bukan bagus mana" well , let me tell you something , i do sins everyday , i cant escape it ,its i guess what we call fitrah manusia ? correct me if im wrong .  but im trying to slowly change , and i dont just want to change myself , i want for us to change together for the better , and Alhamdulillah for those who have , a job well done to you . 
so gorgeous gorgeous gals ! lets be better muslimah ^_^ ohh and to guys too , try to control your nafs to curse :) 



aku terima nikahnya ...

assalamualaikum warahmatullah dear beloved readers , 

as always , i apologize sebab tidak update , busy *cough* . 
okayy don't be too excited bout the title of the post , relax , tarik nafas , 
okayy and say thank you Allah for giving us one more day to repent T.T
okay here goes , theres a movie , a malay movie entitled "AKU TERIMA NIKAHNYA "
betul ? jangan ingat saya berada di beijing tidak tahu menahu 
apa yang berlaku di malaysia ehemm <---- kepoyoan terserlah disitu . okay , moving on . 
some of my friends posted the trailer , and a lot of them commented on adi putra's hotness , 
and nora danish's beauty . 

tidak dinafikan perkara diatas ada kemungkinannya betul , sebabnya semua merupakan pinjaman daripada Allah , Allah yang bagi semua tu , so betul laa comment mereka  ^__^
 tapi yang mengecewakan disini adalah bahawasanya filem itu tidak beridentitikan islam .yang menyedihkan lagi , most of the teenagers seems to ignore the fact that the movie itself tu penuh dengan scene yang tidak perlu , kononnya untuk menaikkan nama industri filem malaysia , and untuk menjadikan scene suami isteri look real and stuff . 

tiada batasan , seperti orang-orang kita selalu berkata "islam hanya pada ic " . which is kinda true ,
 which is for me , really embarrasing , kenapa cerita "KETIKA CINTA BERTASBIH"  
elok je cerita dia , tiada scene berpegangan pun , tapi cerita yang dapat menyentuh jiwa umat islam , 
 kenapa perlu melanggar syarak atas dasar "kerja" ? bagi "menghormati" pihak media dan sebagainya ? 

adakah atas alasan itu yang menyebabkan segala hukum Allah dilanggar ? just like that ? 
dan bagi kita yang menonton cerita itu pula ? should we support that kind of movie ?
 fond to watch that kind of movies ? made by muslims , it is different if it is made by non muslims ,
 since they are born with that culture , why should we follow their tracks ? 

we should realise that this world will live in will end soon , and each and everyone of us will die , 
 setiap amalan kita akan dikira , tidakkah kita takut ? adakah masa untuk kita melalaikan diri ? 
cuba fikir sejenak , tutup mata , think for awhile , are we prepared for the hereafter ?

one step closer to death for every second we breathe . 

so sahabat yang amat ku kasihi , 
janganlah kita mengagungkan sesuatu benda yang clearly berlanggar dengan hukum Allah :) 
jomlah pelihara our iman ^__^ its not hard if we work together insyaAllah .

Sunday 23 September 2012

niujie !

assalamualaikum dear readers (:

last week balqish (roomie) , kak ayesha (senior) , and me (awesome) pergi ke niujie , which is a little bit far from my campus , its much faster to travel by subway :D if naik bas , it takes about one and a half hours juga laa ,ohh and yeah this niujie place is very famous for the muslim community , ada masjid , ada halal supermarket , halal restaurant kiri kanan , and memang ramai laa muslims here , amat awesome :D syukur alhamdulillah . quite surprising to see the muslims here ramai , so macam jakun kejap haha . and even masa pergi masjid tu pun , there was a lot of tourists from indonesia , turkey and stuff . senibina of the masjid  has a lot of common with the tokong , susah nak differentiate , but alhamdulillah disebabkan ada tulisan khat ,  boleh identify its a masjid . and if nak beli barang-barang macam sejadah ke , quran ke , everything is here . walaupun tak banyak choices like in malaysia , but its actually pretty okay , insyaAllah masa hari raya aidiladha , kami akan beraya di niujie ni because kat masjid ni memang akan ramai orang and qurban dijalankan secara besar-besaran , hopefully this year best insyaAllah ^__^


 kereta ni terbiar , di tepi supermarket , it seems pretty old and berhabuk :/
         the halal supermarket , best beli barang kat sini sebab tiada rasa ragu-ragu to buy anything haha .yang gambar bawah ini ada dekat entrance of the supermarket , it probably means halal supermarket .



 the muslim foodcourt is quite big , and actually ramai yang non-muslim makan kat sini , because food dia murah and sedap as well . memang banyak choices laa , alhamdulillah hehe . 
and gambar kat bawah semua view dekat masjid :)





 ohh yeah , dalam masjid ada like some sort of rumah-rumah orang tua muslim , so ternampak mereka ini sedang melepak , disebabkan kecomelan mereka , terpaksa tangkap gambar :D









ohh and pakcik comel lagi satu ni ada kat depan supermarket tadi , everytime orang lalu depan dia mesti dia senyum lebar , walaupun tanpa gigi , walaupun dia miskin , tapi kaya dengan budi bahasa subhanallah :') may Allah bless him insyaAllah .