Monday, 9 January 2012

Mustaqim Bin Abu Bakar :)

Peace be upon you :)

the name that had been written above is actually someone related to me . probably you can see from the same father's name HAHA . he is actually my little brother . im sure even my close friends pun taktahu aku ada adik , pandai aku sorok rupanya :P yeye je .
guess what ? aku tak jumpa dia for almost three years now . probably more . and still counting even . i did not know that i have a little brother till i was 12 . at that time my little brother , taqim dahhh five years old . i was surprised . but i was 12 at that time , masih lap hingus lagi HAHA , so i did not mind pun sangat . i was like ? adik ? ok whatever . HAHA .  but i did not realize that my love and care for him was growing . i am actually worried if he is okay . it is because his mom passed away three years ago . and now he lives with his uncle on his mother's side and we lost contact since then . i hope to find him soon . do pray for me so aku boleh cari dia . taqim , akak rinduuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu sangat . tahu tak , akak menangis time solat sebab teringat jumpa taqim first time masa ayah meninggal .

conversation taqim and i .

yani : hai taqim :) ( muka excited dapat adik )
taqim : hai ( senyum tak cukup gigi haha )
yani : nama akak mulyani , taqim adik akak tau .
( taqim mula malas layan aku ) haha
taqim : ayah mana ?
yani : ermmmm . ayah daa pergi jauh sayang . dia ada kat bawah kita . jauh sangat .
taqim : jomm laa pegi jumpa diaa . taqim nak dia belikan aiskrim untuk taqim sebab tiap2 kali kalau ayah datang msti ayah belikan aiskrim .
aku terdiam and just content myself from bursting into tears.

since then , aku hanya jumpa dia a few times . then tak jumpa langsung .

Ya Allah , selamatkanlah mustaqim bin abu bakar dari segala marabahaya , jadikanlah dia anak yang soleh , sihatkanlah tubuh badan dia dan murahkanlah rezekinya .berikanlah aku peluang untuk berjumpa dengan dia tidak lama lagi , sesungguhnya Engkau Maha Pengasih Lagi Maha Penyayang . Amin :)