assalamualaikum peeps ,
you know somehow when you like someone but you just have to keep it to yourself eventually , well im kinda dealing with that in this holiday of mine . HOHO . ill just write whatever i want because im sure dia tak baca pun blog ini hehe . sometimes kat facebook ,everytime i want to tgur this person or whatever , something pulled me back , which i really REALLY like to call EGO . so aku usually akan tunggu sampai dia tegur , but dia pun tak tegur juga . siut =.=" selalu aku will complaint bout the whole thing to my best friend , nur syaheerah saleh , and the thing that she will say everytime is " EGO SANGAT TINGGI " or
"MENYAMPAH " or " SUMPAH SAKAI " , and i will usually reply with a big laugh eventhough my heart is telling otherwise . but then everytime before sleep i will always bare this in mind
" yani , everything happens for a reason , Allah knows what HE is doing "
therefore , i really believed that we did not speak with each other with reasons u know , probably ego is one of the factor but maybe there is just more to it . so eventually , redha with everything . it is for the best im sure :)
sometimes when you wait for the perfect moment too long , the moment just passes you by .
