assalamualaikum (:
When Allah tests you, it is never intended to destroy you. When He removes something in your possession, it is only in order to
empty your hands for an even greater gift.
Ibn Al-Qayyim (rahimahullah)
well , a few weeks back , i checked the e-mail , then i found out that i was rejected by three scholarships which were petronas , tnb and bank negara . then later on , i found out i was rejected as well by axiata and of course khazanah . i was furious with myself like how could you be so stupid yani , how come you got rejected by all of these scholarships , when i found out the first time , i tried to control my feelings , i did not want to cry in front of my family , so i just sat quietly and watch the tv so that they wont notice anything .
but suddenly my mum asked me if petronas dah keluar , then i could not lie so i just said i did not make the cut . and i told her also about other scholarships . she was like its okay dear , there will be other things for you . immediately , i burst into tears , i was devastated i would say , i cried my heart out till i couldnt breathe . then my mum hugged me and said everything would be okay . Allah knows best .
i calmed myself down and i logged in to facebook later on, then i came across this beautiful ayat , the one above . then i realised Allah is the greatest planner , so i guess there would be something else coming up . and alhamdulillah after that i got two interviews from felda global and utp . maybe that would be the best for me , who knows right ? wish me luck , quite nervous to be frank hihi :)
