Monday 28 May 2012

reserve .

assalamualaikum :)

it is really a sad moment when you see a muslimah wearing something they shouldnt be wearing , you knw what i mean , and they feel so proud of it , it is sad to show off everything or almost everything to someone that would just leave when he had enough , when he feels "okay , im satisfied and im gone " . for instance , ada satu hamba Allah ni posted a picture on facebook wearing a little black dress with half her breast popping out , and then a guy posted on her wall saying something like "huiyo DP hot " then she proudly says "biasalahh , pemurah kan ? " then the guy directly said "tak payah nk murah sangat " . if a guy said that to me , aku would probably hide in a cave right now . come on lahh , is it really worth it ? i know im not perfect , iman turun naik kan , dahh laa weather sekarang ohmaigod panas ,memang laa rasa macam nak pakai mini dress juga , but i realise if i do , when i get married someday , i dont think i would have that special connection with my future husband ( if i ever get married ) , since everybody else daa tengok almost every parts of my body laa kan , even though i wear tudung , i wear long sleeves , i wear long pants and stuff , i do sometimes feel embarassed especially bila lalu sebelah mereka yang memakai tudung labuh , apatah lagi yang berpurdah , rasa macam half naked , so seriously ive been in the situation where i wore skirts , three quarter pants , short dresses , been there done that , memang laa best , tak panas , but i realise akhirat lagi panas , so sedarlah hidup tak lama , try to jaga aurat , pelihara for the special one (dear husband) insyaAllah , even if you fall in love with someone , jagalah batas ,i fall in love too , i try my best untuk menjaga everything , i try real hard T.T but above all , make a change , slowly but surely , istiqamah insyaAllah .
peace be upon you .